Well I guess more like 4 days left in break. All I’m thinking of is how am I going to survive 5 weeks for winter break when I can’t see myself getting through the next 5 days? Hell, after 5 hours yesterday I was ready to pop a cap in someones ass heh. I guess it’s not as dramatic as I’m making it but gosh, coming home is soooo hard! I’m just thrown all responsibilities of the house and grrrrrr it’s enough to make me go crazy.
Another thing that I dislike about coming home is the lack of stuff to do. Sure my school is in the middle of nowhere but I’m within jumping distance of my friends. Getting together with peeps at home takes effort. And planning. Kind of hard to be really spontaneous when you have to A) drive to see ppl and B) drive places to go out.
Guess I’m in a whiney kind of mood today. This morning I was just bumming around, you know procrastinating on my GeoPhysics paper by randomly surfing the net. Nothing makes me feel worse then being idle but I had a bad case of inertia. No matter how hard I tried to move and actually do something all I kept doing was watching The West Wing that was on TV and then the Law and Order marathon once it started.
I think it’s the whole rebounding from sleep thing. I got 9 hours last night! It’s like since my body has been clutching onto any hour of sleep I’ve gotten lately at school the opportunity for more has me in a coma. I don’t think I moved once last night! As nice as it was I was more than tired getting up.
But what do I do when I need to wake up? Yup, I run.
As much as I dislike my suburbia hometown it was really nice getting to run through it. Not to say that it wasn’t tough: my hometown is wicked hilly. At least compared to the town my school is in, I felt like I was running through the Appalachians or something. The first mile was tough and my whole body was reeling from ’em. Since this place could not really be defined as hilly my body did a really quick adjustment and the rest of the run felt great.
So naturally (I’m sure y’all could’ve seen this a mile away) I ran 9.3 miles. I think it’s my (new) favorite distance. It’s a nice round number in the metric system, 15k, takes over an hour to complete and isn’t double digits so it doesn’t make me feel excessive. Just far enough to feel tired but not enough to knock me out for the rest of the day.
After two slowish runs already this week I was very happy to be slightly slower than goal “easy” pace. I had thought that with the hills I would have been running wicked slowly. The weather was foggy and upper 40s so I never felt like I was overheating but I didn’t feel cold either. The fog actually felt kind of good and prolly helped me stay cool too.
Likely kept me going through the last miles. As I mentioned the first few miles were tough as I adjusted to the “hills” (and gosh what am I going to do when Boston training starts and I really need to get used to hills?!) but the last few miles felt like I was on firrrrrre (well not really because like I was just saying that I felt cool haha) but there was a noticeable pep in my step and I could feel a difference in my pace.
Ending a run strong is maybe my favorite thing. And helped me get over my earlier whiny-ness. Granted that did nothing to get over my avoidance of my work, as evidenced by my current NCIS marathon (and since they’re on DVD I don’t have to even watch commercials ahah).
But I’m still feeling antsy, so maybe a trip into Boston? First I’d need some ppl to want to as well but hopefully *something* happens tonight. Send good vibes my way ppl!! 🙂